haha

hah hah hah

everything just completely flipped around.

I don't really mind so much anymore.

Favorite :)

tee hee

http://www.weebls-stuff.com/toons/Shrooms/

I miss you all far more than I realize.

Today was amazing.

I don't hang out with people nearly as much as I like to.

And I value relationships so much.

I'm sleepy and confused. 5 classes are intense, but fun. Sometimes hard to deal with, but I think I can handle it. Them.

I sang Come Together by The Beatles thursday night. Botched the lyrics a few times, thanks nerves. But other than that, my teachers and friends were kind of blown away, which in turn blew me away. Elizabeth (instructor) told me the song was perfect for me. Everyone kept saying they had no idea I had a powerful voice. I guess I didn't really know either. I feel shy, giddy, excited, egotistical, sheepish, quiet and a whole lot of other things. Singing makes me feel alive.

I feel like every time I vacation, holiday, escape home, I come back changed somehow. I'm filled with new memories and experiences so far from my normal lifestyle. Here I am. A learning, changing human being.

I'm so done trying to convince myself that things are one way. That I know how it's going to be. Because I don't, and you don't either.
You think things are one way,
Then the universe happens,
Life happens,
Shit changes,
You mind changes,
and your plans are up in smoke.

And this happens so consistently, that I just laugh now. Every day is just something new and unexpected.

Once upon a time... from Capucha on Vimeo.

whirlwind arrives from Holland today. I'm going to pick her up in 2 hours.
:)